when you act like an idiot and say the first thing that comes to mind. Yeah, I did that. I don't mean to be so emo, I just don't quite know how to deal with some things yet. Thanks to some good, kind words words from some better friends I realize that things aren't so bad and maybe I'm not in the worst place ever right now.
So I guess that means that I'm sorry for sounding like such a pathetic train wreck and throwing people under the bus. On to better things.